I’m not sure if I’ll write more about this or not. I recently found out that a very close childhood friend is 2 years in to a 30 year sentence (in jail). That news has put a filter on virtually all my actions. I keep thinking what I’d be sorry I was missing out on if I was in jail for 3 decades. Big ones are obvious. But the small ones jump out at me. Like video games, sitting on a couch, going for a walk anywhere I want. You have all that time & you can do so little with it. Is that an irony or just a cursed coincidence? I just keep saying to myself, “Well at least you aren’t in jail for 30 years.” It’s a reminder for me to keep perspective on my “problems.” I have no worries. I have a wonderful life that is mine to live any way I want.
A New Found Gratitude
I’m not sure if I’ll write more about this or not. I recently found out that a very close childhood friend is 2 years in to a 30 year sentence (in jail). That news has put a filter on virtually all my actions. I keep thinking what I’d be sorry I was missing out on if I was in jail for 3 decades. Big ones are obvious. But the small ones jump out at me. Like video games, sitting on a couch, going for a walk anywhere I want. You have all that time & you can do so little with it. Is that an irony or just a cursed coincidence? I just keep saying to myself, “Well at least you aren’t in jail for 30 years.” It’s a reminder for me to keep perspective on my “problems.” I have no worries. I have a wonderful life that is mine to live any way I want.
Still, I suppose with that attitude, you could find peace, solace, even happiness in a 30 year jail sentence. Don’t get me wrong — I think I prefer being on the outside!
That’s a good point. Things always could be worse… until you die.